Sister letter

 Many things happened in the time before I could think about. Whether I would or not, a lot of things in my life happened. Some of my hope, some I do not want.
Sister just received a letter letter, telling her many things in mind. She said she did not want to go home, said she felt at home is unnecessary. said do not know who to ask for money, and my father a month to her 200, she is not enough, and Every time I have been reluctant to call me for money. and she knew my brother had just bought hundreds of thousands of mortgage money, she does not always ask for money. She said she thought her brother was too excellent She and I always take the family over, some can not afford her. She said she was confused, not knowing where the future of the road.
I was very pleased with this letter is also very sad. sister, 7 years younger than me, because busy parents, often I took her. our relationship is particularly close. then if there is little good to eat, I always leave her. we are so intimate. the passage of time, I was studying farther and farther down the road, have slowly drifted away from our relationship. In his mother died, I was studying in Beijing. on the school's sister is very lonely. then I feel less than her weak, lonely and helpless, because far away in Beijing, I also lost the mother's pain and difficult times of raising tuition experience a different kind of lonely. Today, I had graduated to work on a sophomore she was, going on the university entrance exam. her family's silence and lonely face addiction hidden deep inside of her confusion and helplessness; her step by step, hiding her healthy growth and development in the character formation of unhealthy factors. mother is gone, my father was an experience the pain of middle-aged widowed farmer, not to love her sister more detail. He can do is to feed and clothe her and asked her to learn as well as his brother, sensible. but these requirements only increased her loneliness and helplessness. all these years from that handle a variety of things about me, my sister growing up some of the problems of neglect is a major fault.
life I have been trying, trying to make people around me and I live a happy life. I thinks he did good, but let me see her sister's letters to her growth and her confused. so I am pleased that she finally told me that those lost in the minds of the people around her very successful brother. makes me sad that I never to pay attention to her inner world, 12-year-old lost her mother and 19-year-old mother died is a totally different experience, and my unparalleled sufferings thinks she is so sad maybe were not as helpless . She is too small, too need a mother, too need care and love. But she did not get. father lost his wife many years after is more emotionally numb, and my brother are far from his own experience in Beijing grievous loss and the difficulty of raising money, no more attention to the growth of her energy.
any case, she grew up. her letter that she grew up. her direction in the years to come back. And I, too, to do everything I can to make the healthy growth of her road. in Beijing alive is difficult, but I will continue to work hard. I hope she can have a better future.